On January 15th, I had my post-op follow-up appointments at the Cleveland Clinic. Before my appointment with my surgeon, I had a gastro-graphic enema. During the procedure, they put a considerable amount of liquid contrast up my butt (my original butt) as they took x-rays of my intestines. They warned me that the contrast would cause discomfort and pain, but I felt okay during the procedure while I was on the table. Afterwards, they pulled the tube out of my butt and helped me off the x-ray table. Some of the contrast had leaked out of my butt onto the table causing the paper to stick to my ass when I stood up. I waddled to the bathroom connected to the x-ray room with the paper stuck to my butt. Once I peeled the paper off and put it in the trash, I sat on the toilet to let some of the contrast out of my bowel. I was in such a hurry to get out of there that I put my pants on backwards when I got dressed. It wasn't until I was in the chick-fil-a parking lot struggling to put my phone in my pocket that I realized I had put my pants on wrong. The contrast left over in my bowel caused multiple sensations of and actual uncontrollable bowel movements. It wasn't regular shit coming out of my butt. Rather, it was a combination of mucus and contrast.
At my appointment with my surgeon, the sigmoidoscopy showed possible signs of active Crohn's disease. The sigmoidoscopy was painful due to the remaining stricture close to my rectum. Blood dripped out of my ass onto my pants and floor. I was already wearing my spare change of pants so we just wiped it clean as best as we could. I scheduled a tentative date for the surgery to take down my ileostomy, February 28, 2018. My surgeon gave me orders to schedule a colonoscopy with biopsies with my gastroenterologist. As long as my gastro agrees that I'm ready for the ostomy to be reversed, we will move forward with surgery on February 28th. My nurse was shocked when I told her my troubles with showering and keeping the ostomy appliance dry. She is a fellow ostomate and she informed me that I do not have to cover it with Press and Seal or anything else it keep it dry because it is allowed to get wet. Apparently, I could swim with an ostomy and not have to worry about keeping it dry. It has made showering easier, but I still dread taking showers.
The drive home from the Cleveland Clinic was absolute Hell! Between the contrast in my bowel from the enema and the air in my bowel from the sigmoidoscopy, my stomach was in wicked pain. In fact, I think it was worse pain than the pain I experienced in the hospital after surgery. I felt like I was going to shit myself the whole way home. It was not fun and it made me wonder how difficult it will be to regain control of my bowels once they turn the pipes back on during the reversal surgery. How much time in my next recovery am I going to spend shitting myself?
At my office visit with my gastro on Friday, my gastro said he was very impressed with the operative notes from surgery and he is pleased to see how well I've recovered. I scheduled my colonoscopy on the first Monday in February. They had two openings this week, but they were both in the mid-afternoon. I chose the appointment on the fifth because it was the first morning appointment available. After we get the results of the colonoscopy and biopsies, we will know whether or not surgery on February 28th is approved. My gastro and I will also discuss starting Remicade again once we have the results and determine if it's best to start Remicade before or after the next surgery based on the current state of my bowels.
